2:59 pm ~ 2003-10-8
becoming so familiar the person sitting at the computer next is wearing something that reminds me of abercrombie (the store) and that store reminds me of a boy that always wears that scent and its really making my stomach turn right now because there were nights i fell asleep in sheets that smelled like that and i dont anymore but everytime he gets up to walk to the printer it gets stronger and i wish i could ask him to go sit over there and just get away from me. i think he gets up and collects one sheet of paper at a time. dammit. isnt it funny though? the way a scent takes you to that person instantly? they own it. slap their signature right on the bottle. and up he goes again...one more page lyrics in an away message, the same ones used over and over again, i guess someone hurt him again. so hell be back to familiar faces because they boost his ego and make him feel confident to go out and try again. safety nets are cool. cmon...i know the solution, i know if i dont respond the way he likes we wont do a repeat cycle, there will be no getting dropped because his new interest is "like a female version of me mich!" well not dropped really, according to our friends we are fantastic friends so its all done quietly. theres an image we've done a pretty good job of upholding up again...page fucking 14 of upholding and i dont think anyone would believe us even if we told.
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