|
12:56 a.m. ~ 2003-10-25
drink up baby anyone else a fellow ER fan? i missed it last night, forgot to set my vcr like a dummy. had myself a brief tantrum this morning thinking it was the machines fault until i realized i meant to set it and became preoccupied which is usually my way. tonight we were set to go down to dock street and see our friends band play, i was really looking forward to hanging out there, something about that place appeals to me even though its nothing pretty to look at. jeffs exact words over dinner were "im glad i didnt have to buy new tires after all, rob just said he would rotate them and it would be fine" on our way to dock street we get a flat tire. in a shitty neighborhood. dammit. it had been one of those days (my last customer of the day, beer on his breath, accused me and candace of stealing his cell phone. dude walked in with a cane in one hand and paperwork in the other. tell me where he had the damn phone stashed) so we decided to call it a night. catch up on some kind of rest (look at me taking advantage of it huh). i learned something that kind of upset me this week. my friend christine told our mutual friend matt that she feels uncomfortable whenever im around. now this is the girl that ive been friends with for over a year, shopping buddies, dinner, every friday night our group gets together, and now...it started when matt began to hang out. we (matt and i) work together in the same department so naturally we are pretty close and talk alot outside of work. well apparently, this makes her feel left out and her solution has been to simply not invite me out anymore. and to make excuses about why not. like mixing up meeting times, "forgetting" to call, and outright changing the entire story around so to make it look like i blew her off when i never even knew what the plans were in the first place. its all just noise. i left that shit behind in high school. shes 29 by the way. so im not about to go anywhere where i know im not wanted, not my intention to make anybody feel uncomfortable because that just makes me feel uncomfortable. i think there are enough bars in this city, dont need to steal her thunder in hers. tomorrow night is the halloween party. i am going as a bottle of beer and jeff as a bottle of jose cuervo. shot and a chaser. (a pic will be included in the next entry) i love seeing couples dressed up, the guy always looks more reluctant than his date but jeff loves it. no shame, the more outrageous the happier he will be entering the room. i had to talk him out of the sumo wrestler costumes.
|
The Artist:
current older profile
The Brushes:
guestbook
|
