11:22 p.m. ~ 2003-07-02
just lunch... last night, about an hour after i posted my to do list christian sent a message to my phone and all at once i knew it had to be from him. exactly one week from the deli kiss. of course it was him, we have to make sure the lines of communication are never left untouched for too long. someone might begin to forget. back and forth the conversation went, with hints of him coming over, "a chocolate milk delivery perhaps?"...ohhh, i responded and rejected that suggestion lightly...maybe another night [after i figure out how to figure you out.] the past 3 songs on the radio are all listed in his top 10 favorites he sent some time ago. symbolism? pffft...just turn that music down please. and today an email was sent to the flowerpot. assume the christian position. what a despressing thought. and an insecure one at that, that i feel i need to be a reminder or else we, him and i...whatever we are, will lapse. so lunch together soon. i dont see it going further than that. it would probably be in the best interest of a good night's sleep that it doesnt go further than that. im trying to stop my thoughts in their tracks but they continue on...
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