5:41 p.m. ~ 2003-07-11
disconnected and i dont mind i got caught in a sunshower on the way home from work. usually, the rain just depresses me but today i didnt mind. its hotter than a muthaaa in ny and humid but the sun is shining through the trees, shielding you from the rain. im excited about this weekend. little things, lots of plans, stuff to busy myself with. drinks to consume tonight. i remember that a short time ago, friday nights at this particular bar used to remind me of the fact the flowerpot and i are not together, or spending time together. tonight, i just want to go and be surrounded by the people that are there. because really, im ok. im ok with what im doing and what hes doing, what we do separately. this feeling of acceptance numbs whatever pain was left over from last month. such a short time ago, but i really think im ok. it sounds like he is i hope you're as happy as you are pretending time to dress and go. cheers to all.
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