2:41 a.m. ~ 2003-07-15
flawed this morning i realized i am the owner of some very selfish thoughts. and i should really begin to cut down before they become very selfish actions. they are: not logical therefore not smart therefore no good can come out of them. tell that to my very selfish heart sending these messages to my very impressionable brain, causing all sorts of trouble in my head. nbc just showed this stupid commercial twice in two minutes, that should begin the process of killing any and all thoughts, sending me into a lovely comatised state in front of my tv. christian was serious when he said he wasnt going to talk to me for a while. i wonder if he stared at my screename on his buddy list as hard as i was staring at his. i hate acting so juvenile. i guess i hate giving in even more though because i wont. im going to stop being so selfish...but ill never ever give you what you want i guess i can be pretty stubborn too. but i think i will work on one thing at a time.
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